life and stuff

i'm losing everything these days. letters, stirrup leathers, my mind. it's ridiculous. can't believe its 2010. so strange. there is a lot i have to catch up on, a lot of people i need to talk to, and a hell of a lot of things i need to get sorted out. just thinking of everything i have to do nearly makes me break out in hives, i'm so behind on everything. it's insane that i let it get this bad. at least it's comforting to know i'm not the only one who has the debris of 2009 to sort through. it's already march and i've accomplished nothing. there's so much to do i think it's going to take the whole year just to get organised, and before i know it it's going to be 2011 and i'll have done nothing but sort out 2009 and 2010. i really need to start thinking about what i want to do next year after i leave school. should i apply to waapa, or should i stick with a journalism course, or should i go to tafe. i have no idea. i barely even know what i'm doing next weekend, let alone what i'm doing for the rest of my life. i have to sit down and figure it all out, right now. procrastination stops here.

actually thats probably a task better suited to another day.

maybe i'll just tackle my history homework instead.